People say i am mature, I'm not, i was forced to grow up to act like grown up, but sometimes there are these moments when i just let it go, and people look at me like I'm mental.. I got hurt, i learned a lot from it, but now I'm scared to let anyone close to me, i am scared to get hurt again.. but thats how life goes. I used to hurt people, used to say things that were on my mind and sometimes they weren't the best things to say... To every kid parents divorce effects differently, to me its jumping from one relationship into other hurting people and getting hurt.. I keep saying life is shit, Well it will be shit if i put it that way, but you decide whats gonna happen, nobody around can say what to do, they can give you advice but not force you into things. I started off wrong, I'm trying to fix things, trying to forget my past but someone shows up to remind me about it.. The only advice i can give you is don't do things that you know you gonna regret, maybe at that time it feels right, but think about the consequences, and live your life the way its put for you, don't be someone you're not. I am who I am, and some people are not OK with who I am, but thats the way life is, not everyone will like you for who you are. Omg this was on my mind now.. a lot to think about lol :D Don't let anyone hurt you, and don't look for revenge, cause maybe at that time it was what you wanted :) xxx
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