A women sits in the bathtub of her two bedroom apartment letting the shower water slide down her body. The apartment is quite and lonesome and nothing can be heard, accept the running of water from the shower-head. There were dishes in the sink that needed to be clean. The refrigerator had old food in there that had mold on it, old expire milk, water bottles, and a half eaten sandwich. Was all that remained in the refrigerator. The women sat in the bathtub with her knees tuck into her chest with her chin resting on her right knee cap. She began to think of what she done.
"What I did.....was it right?" She thought to herself. "How can I live with wit I did, how can anybody live knowing that?" She continue to think to herself. "Oh well,whats done is done."She said aloud before standing up in the shower.
She got out the tub,left foot first,than the right foot. The water from her naked body drip on the yellow rug she was standing on. She never like that rug, always thought it was to bright. She walk over to the mirror and began to stare into her own soul. She notice she had spit ends in her short blonde hair. She than began to shake her head trying to dry her hair. She forgot it was a blue towel behind her on the bathroom door knob. She reach her right hand out to grab the the towel. Her hand froze as she heard a soft knock at her apartment door.
Was I hearing things, who would be knocking at my door this late?" She thought to herself confusedly.
The women wrap the towel around her chest, it came down a couple inches before her knee caps. She than began to walk fast to the front door,water still dripping from her body. She came to the front door. She peep through the peephole to see who was it. She see's nothing. She shrugs her shoulders,and walks backs to her bedroom. She gets to her room and began to dry her body off with the towel wrap around her chest. She goes over to a her drawer,opens it, she puts on her bra and panties,a white small t shirt that came to her waist, and she put on pair of black jeans.
She than walks out her room and into the kitchen,open the fridge, grabs a water bottle and her half eaten sandwich. She sits at the the table, getting ready to put her hands together to say her grace.When she hears another soft knock at the door. She gets up and walks angrily to the door.
This time she unlocks the the locks and opens the door wide open. She looks around and see's nothing. But she looks down and see her. Her one and only daughter who's dead body is laying in the other room.
"But,but,but.....but you're dea?" That's all the women could say before the little girl hug her mother legs. "Mommy there you are." The little girl said in a comforting voice. "I thought you tried to hurt me,isn't that silly mommy." The little girl said looking up at her mother.
The women hated her daughter with passion. She had her around the time when she still had dreams and goals in her life. She was the reason her father left.She was the reason she couldn't keep a job. She was the reason she couldn't go out with her friends. She was the reason why no man wanted her. She was the reason why she wasn't happy for a long time. The little girl grabs her mother hand. The little girl walks her to her bedroom.
"There's no escaping her." The women thought to her self. "Mommy look there I am. What happen, why am I lying there mommy? You're just sleeping honey you'll wake up soon." The women said caressing the little girl hair. The little girl than walks her mother to the bathroom.
"I guess you're sleeping to mommy." The little girl said pointing at the bathtub. The women look and saw herself laying in the bathtub with cuts on her wrists.
"So, that's why I cant escape from you honey." "Huh,what are you talking about mommy?"
"Nothing sweetheart."
